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Welcome to the 50th edition of “Meet Me On Monday!” Blogging is a funny thing…we tell our most intimate thoughts for all to read and yet most of the time I find myself sitting and wondering, “who is this person!?” I know them…but yet I don’t know them! I want to know who the person is behind all those words so I thought of a great way for all of us to “meet” each other!
Every Sunday Never Growing Old will post five get to know you questions that you can copy and paste into your own Monday post and we can all learn a little more about each and every one of us!!
Java will add a linky so we can follow who participates and get to know them better!! Be sure to link the POST and not just your whole blog!!
1. What is your favorite food?
2. What color scheme is your bedroom?
3. Do you carry a donor card?
4. In your opinion, is the glass half empty or half full?
5. Vanilla or Chocolate?
1. What is your favorite food?
Seriously hard to nail down just one, as I LOVE food! But by far one of my all time favorites is a Chipotle steak bowl with rice, black beans, corn salsa and cheese. Only variation in what I get there is sometimes chicken rather than steak. Oh and always chips, I use the chips to scoop and eat! YUM!
2. What color scheme is your bedroom?
The walls are painted Chai Latte, kind of a warm peach color. All accents (curtains, bedding etc) are black and white. I love my room, it is my nest and haven.
3. Do you carry a donor card?
No, but my drivers license is flagged as an organ donor. I am a huge supporter of organ donation as a dear friend’s son was born with heart valve issues and required a valve replacement at 5 months old. Someone had to lose their precious child of 3 years old, but they lovingly gave the gift of life to countless other children by donating parts of that angel. I cannot imagine NOT donating my organs. Or blood on a regular basis for that matter!
4. In your opinion, is the glass half empty or half full?
Full…only far more than half, about 95% full. And I believe that is all attitude. It isn’t our circumstances, it is how we respond to them that makes life great!
5. Vanilla or Chocolate?
Chocolate…preferably dark chocolate. :)
It should be noted that I may have to offer Chuck his own page on this blog. I personally love his style and humor, it plays well in the sandbox (he doesn’t throw the sand, smack others with his dump truck or shovel and bucket, and isn’t a cat so doesn’t view this as a litter box…we have good chemistry going here!) I leave you this morning with Chuck, while I go find coffee and get a shower and get ready to take on this day….
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I have a first date story that I’d like to share.
Testing a comment made previously on this blogger’s site, I was compelled to test the “Welcome Home” theory.
My first date was walking into the appointed meeting place as I pulled up. Acting quickly, I beeped and waved. Well done me! She turned away from the door and started walking towards my car. My plan is working. I would much rather meet someone for the first time anonymously and away from others. There’s just something about meeting someone for the first time from a sitting position, a sitting in a restaurant or otherwise type of establishment that I’m uncomfortable with. As if one of us has been sitting there for a time alone has somehow drawn the attention of others. Hence, now our meeting is a show for the entertainment enjoyment of those already there and with someone! I’ve recognized those situations myself, and likewise take great interest in the opportunity to observe two strangers meeting.
So… as I got out my car and walked towards her in the relative anonymity provided by the establishment’s parking lot/building front my immediate thoughts were of her hair, her smile, and her eyes. Wild arse hair, great smile, and beautifully gifted eyes. I’m not one to ogle, so I didn’t check to see if the smile on her face went all the way to her toes as was claimed previously on this blogger’s site. However, I did note later when she showed me her lower back tat, the smile went at least that far… but I digress as is my tendency to do.
So back to my first meeting… As I approached, she smiled and held out her hand for the obligatory “shake”. I shook that off and went in for the ostensible “church hug”… after all, it was Sunday and no one refuses a church hug on Sunday. It has been my experience that “hello hugs”, while not necessarily taboo are generally not part of a “meeting you for the first time” greeting… at least in the virtual dating world. But that may have something to do with the virtual vs. actual touching thing where touching another person may absolutely ruin a good virtual experience. The hug was a bit awkward at first… I believe each of us had one arm up and one arm down but other than that, all I will say is that I was able to move my hands up and down her back a few times while contemplating the question, “do I feel ‘Welcome Home’?” Note I had driven an hour to get there and had just recently navigated a hairpin turn on a steep hill the likes of which have probably failed many an Oak Hills High School student driver. I won’t even mention the bus transfers, losing my luggage at the train station, and being pawed by the TSA lady I match dated once a few years back. Nonetheless, I knew for certain I was deep in the Westside… Like Charlie Sheen in Apocalypse Now, a near drop off from civilization… I think I smelled Indiana.
Again, back to “the hug” and the end of this story… what I felt is what I wanted to feel, and that was to be comfortable and comforted. That may sound strange but believe me it was exactly where I was at today. Maybe “Welcome Home” only happens at home… and I’m definitely okay with that concept. I also want to make one last point before going to bed (good thing I took a nap today… it will help at work tomorrow). She talks fast, upbeat, and with excitement… a conversational pace and style very similar to my own. Actually, even my use of the “ellipsis” or “…” in writing is simply a reflection of a conversational style of both wanting to provide further detail on a subject yet move on all at the same time (ADA, multitasking, call it what you will). But in general, the “…” notes that more was said or done in that interval and there may be more to come… which in case you’ve not been reading there is yet more to come…
As you may recall, I had been dialoging with a reader, named Chuck, who sought out my advice because I am
a possible person of interest to him so damned brilliant, about asking me some doubtlessly magnificent chick out on a date. He then took a hiatus for a reconnection with a past love, but he has returned to the dating scene and is back to corresponding with me via comments on blog posts. He recently commented on my Letter To My Future Husband about our wedding vows. As is the case when Chuck leaves me a comment, I’m going to respond, because we have such fun doing this!
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Dear Marvelous, Sexy, Wonderfully Sweet Marti, (artistic liberty taken again)
So when you say those vows… try not to blink uncontrollably, as my 2nd and 3rd wife did (she was the same person… I shoulda known), as the uncontrollable blinking shows the whole sincerity part is already lost. But what do you do then? What do you do when you realize at the last possible moment you are alone at the alter. You move forward in your new marriage saying I can change that… that’s what I did anyway. From “for better…” to “…in health”.
Seriously though, those are some great vows… while I’ve not lived them perfectly myself, I have lived them and I do have those expectations for my future. What’s interesting about vows is that many people look at them as if they are just words in a sentence when it comes to their day to day lives. The concept of belonging to one another takes on a negative connotation… my future bride will read “Love and Respect”. And she will understand my basic need for respect as I understand her basic need for love. Sometimes I do not know if I’ll ever be up for that again, but if I found her, The One, all those doubts would fade away. I’m absolutely certain that the doubts I have in others, that I carry on my shoulders like weights of gold vaulted up for protection, a sword held high and a shield held out will fall with a resounding crash to the earth and I will be whole again. Oh yeh, another thing that will always be certain about my bride, she will like watching Red’s games on TV with me at sports bars and stuff!
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Dear Handsome Stranger,
Ah yes, those moments at the alter when everything in us screams run like hell yelling “no way, not happening, I MOST DEFINITELY DO NOT”, and yet we stand there and say “I do”. It sucks donkey jewels when we don’t listen to our inner voice, doesn’t it? Usually they are costly lessons, either of paying dearly for sticking with it or for letting go of the best thing that will ever happen to us. (many are the men that
are thankful regret not hanging on to me, as I indeed am the worst nightmare best thing that can happen to any male of the species!)
Maybe we should get together and compare notes (strictly for research purposes of course)? I know of some great sports bars that happen to air the Cincinnati Reds games.
Oh..and by chance is that book available on Kindle?? ;)
Your Favorite Go-To Girl With A “Make them whole again” Glue Gun,
Today I am featuring one of the Diva Den cats, Ms. Ditzy, who feels she needs a soap box to air some grievance she has with me. So, I decided to let her have at it. She is our 3rd, and for now, final cat addition. Roughly 6 months old, we refer to her as our ‘special’ cat, as in mentally touched. She is NOT the brightest bulb in the box. Here she is with her first post:
Greetings to all of you, my name is Goddess, you may call me Princess. I am well aware that the staff refer to me as ‘Ditzy’ but that is their disrespectful name for me. I am royalty, after all. I mean, look at that photo, that is a true Princess, don’t you agree? Of course you do.
I’m more than just a tiny bit miffed of late at the staff member that feeds us fabulous felines, the one you know as Marvi Marti. As far as her duties of feeding us, we give her a ‘C+’. Too many evenings she arrives back at the palace late, or just seems to forget us, how rude!
But it isn’t her lack of attention to our food dishes that has my tail puffed up like a Christmas tree. It is her inability to accept that the one she refers to as Mr. Wonderful, belongs to ME! He is the staff member in charge of entertaining me, and my most adored play thing. SHE thinks he is here for her and frequently distracts him from his duties: playing games with me. It brushes my fur the wrong way, and it simply must stop!
My very favorite game is fetch. Stop gasping, we cats taught the game to dogs, they just try to pretend they thought of it first. Seriously, dogs have no brains whatsoever. Kick them and the fools come back wagging their tails. Kick us? OH big mistake, we will poo in your bed, chew the tassels off your favorite shoes, fling the litter box contents all over, or trip you in attempts to kill you on the stairs. We cats are gods, get used to it. We punish those that serve us when they are incompetent or anger us.
Let me tell you what this not so marvelous one does. My man-toy arrives and as the staff opens the door, there I am sitting pretty as can be near the door awaiting his adoration. What does the Marvi do? Steps in between he and I and into his arms, making him hold and kiss her. I know, right? HOW RUDE!!! Then he tries to appease me after the wench has gotten her fill. REALLY not happy about this at all.
Do you think she is at all lagging in making sure he has something to eat? OH no! She will wait on his every need, getting him a drink and even turns her phone off and puts her computer away. Unless of course he wants to dance with her, then he puts on romantic music and turns the lights down and dances with her, even singing to her! Do you think he ever thinks to hold me and dance with me, the goddess he is here to entertain? OH no, she has him all to herself and refuses to give him up!
The past three evenings he has come over to play games with me and entertain my wonderful self. At first, once she was done slobbering all over him at the door, he sat on the floor throwing my crinkle. I impressed him with my abilities to jump and twist in the air (we taught dogs to do that while chasing frisbees), then landing feather light on my paws. I would walk all regally back to him, dropping the crinkle at his side allowing him to continue our little game. While retrieving the crinkle, I find SHE has once again diverted his focus to HER. There he is, head in her lap while she is rubbing his head and cooing at him! Or worse yet, has her head in HIS lap while he is rubbing her head! REALLY???? And do you think he requests a back scratch from me, the one with the natural claws? OH no, he asks her, the lowly food wench, to use her fake talons to scratch his lovely, muscled and tattooed back. It makes me want to heave up a hairball in her shoes.
One would think this staff member would be tripping over herself to please me after stealing my man-toy, but no, she continues to ignore every opportunity to pay me homage. She has a
window kitty cat television right next to the desk lounging platform in her sleep chambers. There are few things we felines enjoy like watching our kitty TV. Do you think she raises the blinds turns it on when I paw the ledge and ‘meow’? Oh no, she shoos me of the room and closes the door. She doesn’t seem to grasp that there are NO doors ever to be closed to us of tailed divinity. NONE of our staff seems to understand this. HUMANS! Such simple minded low life they are.
“The foolish man seeks happiness in the distance; the wise man grows it under his feet.” — James Oppenheim
I am no stranger to adversity, pain and a broken heart, my life path has encountered these on more than a few occasions and sometimes, through my own fault. But one thing these bumps in the broken road have taught me is that happiness is right where I am.
I married the starter hubby at 19, full of Cinderella dreams that came crashing down soon after the engagement. Hey, when the groom shows up to the wedding drunk, it MIGHT be a sign that you should yank up those skirts and run like hell for the hills. My daddy even leaned over and whispered something to the effect that it wasn’t too late to kick off those heels and bolt if I was so inclined. I missed that less than subtle hint, and I guess everyone thought I was aware that my very soon to be husband was plastered. I wasn’t even remotely aware that the ridiculous grin on his face had zero to do with making me his wife, and everything to do with over consumption of alcohol until communion, when he downed the entire chalice of wine himself. We had already said our vows, were legally wed….EPIC FAIL!
Then I met and became legally bound
again a few years later and once again had blissful dreams of happily ever after. While married I was happy, and loved him very much. But it was all a dream while I slept for those years.
When Sleeping Beauty awoke from that beautiful dream, a shattered heart was the reality. But it didn’t take me long to pull from memory and stop dreaming of somewhere over the rainbow in the distance and start finding happiness right there in my own back yard (thank you Dorothy). There, in my present reality, I found happiness. In those people that chose to wrap around me in love and support, I found comfort. In the little things like the sun shining, a great song on the radio, a scoop of my favorite ice cream, or a special text from my niece* when I went home before we all moved into one house, I found happiness growing under my feet. As it grew like a vine it wrapped around me, and on bare branches roses of hope and joy bloomed.
I am a fairly easy person to please, pretty low maintenance. I don’t need a lot to make me happy. A favorite candy bar, a warm hug and a really deep kiss, my hand wrapped in someone else’s, the giggles of the kids in the neighborhood as they play outside, the purr of my cat in my ear when she wants me to wake up and scratch her head, my daughter’s dog running at me all excited to see mommy (gotta love visitation with the pooch!), curled up with a cup of coffee and the Divas on a winter morning in front of the fire place, or on a starry night on our deck, a sweet text “good night” or “good morning”, hugs from the twin 6yo nieces, these are the things that are now, under foot, growing the REAL happiness in life, in the current moment.
*one night when I left the Divas, while preparing to move out of the Black Hole’s galaxy, my niece texted me, “don’t lose your green card, we want you back!”. It made me tear up to know someone wanted me.
It is SO nice outside today, 59 degrees here in the Queen City!!! That called for a walk. I cruised up to my favorite park of walking trails. I admit, some areas were slushy and snow covered, some kind of soupy, but I was OUTSIDE and not freezing. I was also walking, something I need to be doing! And it felt fantastic! 25 fitness minutes on the trails now logged in my fitness minutes on SparkPeople.
Here are some of the sights, I cannot wait until summer when it is green again, and the trails are dry!
Over the past 3 days I’ve been adding my foods to my SparkPeople nutrition tracker and noticing that if I actually measure out my portions, holy heffers no wonder I’m weighing in at 170!!!! Okay so I know if we eat appropriate portions we’d likely all start dropping pounds, but DAMN! I measured out my Special K cereal this morning, 3/4 cup and 1/2 cup of vitamin D milk. Then I looked at the tiny bowl in which it was waiting for me to dive in. Tiny bowl is what I chose so that it appeared full. It was full. It still appeared rather small…too small. It isn’t hard to see that my usual portion would be about 3 times that much. SIGH.
I have had no major issued getting my water intake up to the 64 ounces a day, that is a piece of cake for me. But taking time to measure out my foods is another story, and staying focused. My pink heart post it note on my mirror still is a #1. I didn’t go on with my workouts. I know I know, don’t give up, just do it today and start over. I AM going to do that! It is hard to establish a new routine and stick to it though, and I’m quickly meeting my resistance on the road to a more fit self. I refuse to give up!
One place I DO need to starve myself is my social network
addictions connections. It likely is somewhat related to my expanding bum! Last night Diva Mom, Boo, me and my daughter had dinner then went shopping for a bit. I went out of the door without my most prized appendage…my cell phone. I experienced varying degrees of withdraw, especially when we had to stop at the Verizon store on the way to Target. There, in a valley of cell phones, I was naked. I had to touch my daughter’s for a moment so I could keep breathing and hold back the panic attack. Then when we came home we watched Police Women of Cincinnati, CSI: NY, and then CSI (we DVR’d them). When I crawled in bed I realized my usual nightlight was not glowing from the desk…my laptop. I had gone an entire evening from the time I left the office without being on the computer. I think hell must of experienced a frost warning, the Packers may win the Super Bowl, and I should go buy a lottery ticket. An entire evening without the computer??? Be afraid, be VERY afraid.
Time to get my life train back on the track from its derailment. Obviously I’ve gotten my priorities in life completely out of whack, but now it is time to refocus!
On that note, time to change the sheets, get myself together, and go buy yarn. I have blankets to finish!
Yesterday I put up the 5 ‘facts’ for readers to determine which one of the 5 was true. The idea was to show my skill at embellishing things, criteria for the acceptance of the MEMETASTIC award. Any believable tale must have a grain of truth in order for it to at least seem like it could indeed be fact.
I posted 5 facts, each with just enough truth to be believed as possibly true, but only one was true. Time for the big reveal!!!
:: DRUM ROLL::
GREATLY EMBELISHED FALSE?
F :) Everyone who reads my posts knows that I am a reformed cat hater. Call me the Crazy Cat Lady, I love the little fur balls now. We have 3 cats in our home, all females. While we aren’t overly picky about which breed of feline we have, we insist that they all have to be polydactyl cats! Yes each of our kittens has more than the normal amount of toes on their paws! Usually cats have 5 toes on their front paws, ours have 6 or 7 depending on the cat. Nothing normal about the Diva Den, why would we have normal cats?
While it is a fact that I am reformed from hating cats, loving them to pieces, we do not have a single polydactyl (aka Hemingway) among them. Frankly the last thing we need is a cat who has anymore reason to presume itself special!
F :) I love being pampered, and one of the ways in which I pamper myself is getting my nails done. I have had acrylic nails nearly ongoing for about 7 years now. I never got pedicures often, too expensive and frankly I don’t have real cute feet so why draw attention to them was my thought. Recently I noticed a trend at the nail salon in which women are getting acrylic nails on their feet!! I finally gave in and decided I have nothing to lose so had them done on my toes. For the first time I feel like I have great feet, all nicely painted on those picture perfect, acrylic nails. Now, I love my feet, and if it was not so cold I’d have flip flops on already to show them off!
It is true, I have had my nails done for years, and love that, I find the whole getting one’s toenails done to be just kinda freaky! NO thanks, I’ll just stick to a pedi and some pretty polish.
F :) Two of my supporting cast, my brother Mike, and his wife, Trina, are actually both my cousins. Mike is a cousin from my mom’s side. His mom was one of my mother’s first cousins who was pregnant out of wedlock. She wanted to keep him in the family, but was unable to raise him. My parents adopted him and raised him as their own. Trina is one of my cousins, our dad’s are brothers. They always had a special friendship and attraction to each other growing up. As an adult, Mike consulted with a lawyer and found that because he was a second cousin to us siblings, and not a birth child of my parents, he and Trina were not related and therefore not really cousins. They have been happily married for 18 years and have 2 kids. So, my sister-in-law is also my cousin, and my niece and nephew are actually like 2nd cousins once removed or something weird like that.
I loved that many of you thought this was true, as it IS rather believable that it could indeed happen. However Mike is my blood brother (all of my siblings are blood) and Trina is related by marriage only.
T :) In a bizarre twist of fate, we grew up with a cousin as a neighbor and never knew it. The boy behind us was around the age of one of my brothers when we were growing up. I received a friend request from him all these years later, and did not recognize his name any longer. He told me that he was my cousin, and had grown up in the house behind us. I thought it was a stalker at first, since I knew the kid behind us and they were not related to us. Turns out, my dad’s cousin had given birth out of wedlock and placed him for adoption. All that time growing up we had a cousin living there and playing with my brothers and never knew it!
This is the true story/fact! Growing up the kid behind us, Bobby, actually turns out was a cousin. His birth mom and my dad are cousins. It was all these years later that he asked to be my friend on Facebook then explained to me why. His adoptive parents remembered our last name so when he found his birth mom, and learned his birth name, (it is highly unique) he hunted down his unknown cousins. Kinda cool!
F :) One time when getting my nails done, it was taking longer than anticipated at the salon due to a high volume of customers. I was last in line so when my now ex-husband came to pick me up they had just started my nails. He was irritated by the delay so I convinced him, with a little help from the nail tech that was now free, to get a pedicure. He finally gave in and found out it was a rather NICE experience. If you have ever had one, you know that they will put clear polish on your toe nails if you aren’t having color done. After some teasing he acquiesced and let them paint his toe nails bright red. He has worn them red, to my knowledge, ever since. Turns out he found having his toe nails colored was a kind of turn on for him.
I would NEVER post something like that about Pete/ex-hubbster if that were true! Pretty sure none of the firefighters fell for that one, as they have undoubtedly seen his feet a few times at the fire house. He was irritated, and he did get a pedicure after a LOT of pressure (Hey, Chad Ocho Cinco gets them weekly, as do many men, more men should keep their feet looking nice!!) I do not believe it was an experience he ever repeated and he drew the line in the fun me and the nail techs were having (at his expense – though he was a good sport), when it came time to polish his piggies. He enjoyed the massage chair, the foot and calve massage, but he drew the line on nail polish!!
There you have it, the truth and the fabrications!!